Get Lost

I want to get lost
I want to feel safe
Could I be safely lost?
I don't think so 
But it might already be.

Id like to take pictures 
Of where I don't think I am
Is that where I'm going
Id like to be comfortable 
Amongst strangers and
New experiences

It's hard
And I'm lost
-Not alone,
Very rarely-
But by myself
And
Not in a fun way
All the time 

But it's the most fun
The most fun possible

I'd like to be better 
At losing myself 
Even if it's scary
So I can practice searching
Forever