Unforgettably Blue

In ways I never left lockdown 
In ways I left a part of me there
i might not say he died
But he is dead now to me
(He didn't leave with me)
in other ways I am there again
At least the night sky is the same 
Unforgettably blue
I write songs now
I try to
You didn't at the time 
You had bigger wrongs to right
Sometimes the smoke taste the same
Longing does too
Although it is sharper
More acute